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I've been thinking today about the average number of things I accomplish in a day, or a week, or a month. Take today, for example. I've run errands in town, cleaned out the rat cage and played with the little critters, written 300 words, baked a cake, done some housework, read, played Final Fantasy X. Nothing major really, which is probably why I never feel like I've accomplished much on my days off. But then I started thinking about all these activities a bit more closely and realised that I'm actually getting quite a lot done.

I'm working about 30 hours a week at the moment, going up to full time hours from next week until after Christmas. I've never had a job with so many hours before - I only worked a handful of hours a week before uni. Work in itself is quite an achievement, but I'm also finding time to look after my pets, spend time with Ash and with family, read and game and watch TV, keep the house clean and make sure we don't run out of food (not that Ash isn't helping - he's pretty much taken over the cooking and washing up as I'm rarely home before 7pm). And then there's the writing.

That figure of 300 words masks the fact that I passed 10k words today. It's taken a couple of months: I'm down a great deal on my previous 1-2k words a day. 10k words in two months also isn't that much compared to most published writers. Still, how many non-writers will produce 10k words of any kind (outside work - let's not forget I'm doing all this writing in my free time, for fun) in a year, let alone two months?

So, accomplishments. On their own, they may look tiny and inconsequential, but put everything together that I manage to achieve and my life is pretty full. I'm guessing the same could be said for a lot of people and that's a pleasant thought.

Ok, I've finally caught up with blog reading and emails and all that other stuff that completely went out of the window when I started my new job. As a consequence, I can start updating here again. To kick off, here are the three most important things going on in my life right now.

1. Rats. Unfortunately, I've got to start out with bad news. Poor old Billy, who's up there in my avatar, passed away on Saturday night/Sunday morning. He looked to have just fallen asleep in his usual spot in his cage and just not woken up. Suffice to say, both Ash and I were pretty upset but we're just glad that Billy had a long, full life and what looks to have been a very calm, pain-free end. We'd been really spoiling him these last few weeks as he seemed to be getting slowly weaker. The fact that he looked so peaceful when we found him on Sunday just confirms to me that we'd been looking after him as best we could.
2. Writing. I'm at something of a crossroads with my writing right now. I'm working on a novel (perhaps the third or fourth this year?) but I'm also considering what to do with the novel I finished earlier this summer. I feel it's almost at publishable quality and I want to keep looking for an agent who's interested in it, but I also keep wondering whether I should do another full edit before I send it out again. It's been a couple of months since I've properly looked at it now, so maybe another edit with fresh eyes would just kick up the quality another notch. More updates as I decide what to do.
3. Work. Without going into too much detail: work is getting busier and more stressful, but I'm still enjoying it. The sheer thrill of working with books all day has slightly diminished, but I can't really imagine a retail job I'd enjoy more. Which is lucky, as I start on full-time working hours from the 22nd November. Yep, Christmas is approaching and it's going to be busy.

That's all for this update. I'm going to see 'The Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus' tonight so I'll try to get a brief review of that up in the next couple of days.

According to LJ, it's been three weeks since I last updated here. In fact, it's probably been three weeks since I've caught up on blog posts or RSS feeds or Twitter or any number of internet related things. At the moment, most of my time and energy is being devoted to my new job, which doesn't always require me to work a huge number of hours, but includes up to two hours of travelling time every day and has different working hours every week - hours that I often know only a few days in advance.

I decided when I started my job that I was going to devote my free time to keeping up with my writing and reading. So, I've been planning a new novel, working on edits for another and doing plenty of reading ('Gardens of the Moon' by Steven Erikson at the moment and before that 'Living Next Door to the God of Love' by Justina Robson), as well as looking after the rats and doing all the usual errands and housework. All of which means that the internet has completely fallen by the wayside and that I've barely been near my computer in weeks.

I am hoping to rectify this. My working hours this week mean that I should be able to update LJ more, probably with observations on diving into the edits of my WIP and plotting and scheming over a new novel - a novel that is potentially the biggest, scariest and most ambitious thing I've ever attempted.

Finally, it occurs to me that NaNoWriMo is coming up. I didn't even attempt it last year but did finish the year before. Right now I'm considering whether I could have enough of an idea for a novel put together to do it again this year. Possibly, and the idea is very tempting... But I think I need to give it a bit more thought.

I feel like I've been updating this blog with nothing but bad news recently. Endless rejections, both in job-hunting and agent searching, have been about the only thing worth noting here. Finally though, I have some good news to report: I've been offered a part-time job in my local bookshop, starting next week! Hurrah!

There are downsides, of course. It's only a temporary position, working until 7pm to begin with and I'll have to work over Christmas (I'm expecting both Christmas Eve and Boxing Day). Still, it's about 20 hours a week, which was exactly the sort of hours I wanted to work. Even better, I'll be getting paid to spend time in my favourite shop in the whole city, working with books. Mmm books...

This may actually be the last time I post about the job though, other than to note my start date next week. I don't want to rant all over the internet about customers and certainly not about members of staff. I may post a few general observations about working in the bookselling trade, but that's about it.

And now I'm going to go do something productive to take my mind off work-related jitters. I wonder if I can get the current novel first draft finished in a week?

As the little critters are taking up so much of my time at the moment, I thought I'd dedicate a whole post to them. First up: Sage and Basil. These two are proving to be incredibly hyperactive and difficult to handle, but also friendly and curious about everything. Although they're not keen on being picked up, they will now run towards me when I enter the room and will voluntarily jump on my knee and climb all over me. Great progress, in other words.

Billy continues onwards at his own slow pace. He's been to the vet today after ripping off a claw, so the fun of trying to feed antibiotics to a rat starts tonight. He's also been introduced to the two little rats, with a bit of squabbling but generally disinterest. They think he's the most exciting thing ever - Billy has barely deigned to notice they exist. We're taking their introductions slowly, but hopefully they'll all be living together in a few weeks.

As for me, I continue onwards with writing and job-hunting. Am feeling mildly optimistic about one of the jobs I applied for this week, but other than that there's not much to report. Now, I'd better go check on those rats and make sure they haven't chewed their way through a wardrobe leg yet...

Well Bloodstock metal festival has been and gone for another year. To say I was a bit dubious about whether I was going to enjoy it this year, I actually had a really good time. Made better, of course, by the fact that I could come home every night and sleep in my own bed and have a hot shower in the morning. I hate camping. Anyway, here's the quick round-up.

Expected Highlight Bands
By which I mean 'bands I was really looking forward to seeing and who were as good as expected'. Namely Katatonia and Battlelore, who both had short sets and sound problems but were great anyway. Turisas were also as entertaining as usual, though there seemed to be less music and more talking in their set.

Unexpected Highlights
There were a quite few bands that I didn't expect much of but which turned out to be very good: Satyricon, Candlemass, Saxon, Sabaton and Anathema. Actually, I quite like Anathema but thought they'd be boring live and liked Satyricon a few years ago but wasn't sure I still would. We also saw a small, relatively unknown power metal band called Celestine, who were a great find as the festival as a whole was a bit lacking in power metal this year, much to my disappointment. Finally, the best vocals of the weekend came from a female singer in an unsigned band called Into The Woods, although the rest of the band's music was fairly uninspiring.

Lowlights
The sheer number of thrash bands, for one thing. Whatever happened to Bloodstock being a power metal festival? We avoided most of them anyway. Other than that, we didn't really see any terrible bands. Moonspell were quite boring though and Equilibrium just sounded like a German version of Finntroll. And apparently Cradle of Filth walked off before the end of their set because someone threw a cricket ball at them, but we'd gone home by then.


Other Highlights
Watching an impromptu poi demonstration in the middle of the crowd whilst Europe were playing. The Polish bloke who was convinced he was the Statue of Liberty. Surprisingly good food. Excellent stalls, particularly those selling CDs and jewellery. Other amusing crowd antics. European singers who sounded more English than I do. Great weather and fantastic music and an even better atmosphere.

Lowlights
The long trek between the car parking field and the festival ground - a bit annoying when we were going back to our car every night and it also made it difficult for all the campers to carry their gear to the camping grounds. Getting mild sunburn. And, of course, festival toilets.


All in all, it was a great weekend, which proved once again that you really don't need to go all the way to Germany to find a great metal festival these days. Yes, Bloodstock is small by European standards (I think something like 10k people compared to Wacken's 60k) but the festival seemed well organised and the atmosphere was really good. Once again, the music and the great people reminded me why I got into metal in the first place and rekindled my love of the whole genre - quite a feat, considering how fed up I've been getting with it lately.

I can't believe it's a whole week since I last posted. August is going so damn fast. Anyway...

This last week has been one filled with rejections: queries sent to agents, short stories sent to magazines, job applications. Everything has come back a negative. I'm going to take a few days away from submitting (I hate the feeling that checking my email is some kind of adrenaline sport) and then start sending things out again at the start of next week.

In pet news, our two new baby rats arrived last Thursday. They're tiny and white and so incredibly cute. Also still a bit nervous and not too keen on being handled, but they've grown in confidence immensely over the weekend and I'm really pleased with their progress. We're calling them Basil and Sage, for the record. Once they're a bit more friendly, I'll get some photos posted.

Finally, other things I've been up to: having a trip to the beach (somewhere in the region of a 180 mile round-trip but so worth it), teaching myself HTML, reading loads (currently on Principles of Angels by Jaine Fenn, which I'm really enjoying) and of course lots of writing. I'm averaging around 10k words a week at the moment, which feels phenomenally fast but I don't actually have anything else to do with my time.

And that's it for now. I'm going to be at the Bloodstock metal festival this weekend, so hopefully it'll stay sunny. And if it doesn't... Well, we're going to get very wet.

It's been a busy couple of weeks here with lots of real life stuff that's been keeping me away from the internet. Primarily, it's been home improvement time: new carpets upstairs, lots of painting and even more moving of furniture. Slowly, the house is going from student-ville to something a bit more attractive and pleasant to live in. What rocks more than anything is the fact that I now have my own office. Ash and I finally moved our desks out of our bedroom (which looks strangely empty) and into the two, smaller empty rooms. It's nice to be able to close myself off when I want to do some writing.

Speaking of which: I've been all over the place recently, writing-wise. I've started three completely different novels, writing perhaps 30k words between them all and yet I just can't decide which to work on. At the moment, it's a YA fantasy that's taking up most of my attention. Whilst painting, I had a whole load of major characters and their situation pop fully formed into my head and, now that I've started writing, the whole thing is going incredibly smoothly. Everything about this story seems to fit together with ease (well, for me anyway - the characters are having a much harder time!) and writing it is great fun, so I'm taking that as a sign that I could keep working on it.

Finally, some rat news. We've been in touch with our local pet rescue, who have been round to check our cage arrangements and have decreed that we are suitable to adopt some new baby rats. Now we're just waiting to hear back from them - hopefully we'll be picking up two new, 9 week old boys next week.

And that's it for meaningful news. The weather here has been appalling - cold and wet enough to be November, for weeks on end, so we've mostly been staying in and working hard. Well, I have anyway. Ash has been playing Dawn of War instead.

So, this past few days Ash has been down in London at a design show where he's been able to display his work for potential employers to look at. With five days with the house to myself and no distractions, I thought I'd get plenty of work done. What have I really managed to get done? I've read the first Harry Potter book again. I've watched a lot of TV. I've played a lot of Guild Wars. Blergh.

Ok, so I've done a lot of planning and making notes for a potential novel. I've also written a couple of thousand words on various things and sent off another job application. Still, I seem to have been far less productive alone than I usually am with Ash around.

Yup, I've been pretty bloody useless. Never mind though - Ash gets back today so I'll probably start writing 2k words a day again. It's strange how I work harder the less time I have. Perhaps I should take up another hobby.

This weekend has been all over the place, so this is going to be a pretty short post.

Friday was my birthday, which involved lots of good food, a walk in the park and an outdoor theatre production of Jane Austen's 'Emma'. The day was only marred by pet trouble, as one of our rats, James, seemed quite ill. Unfortunately, this meant that the vet visit on Saturday morning ended with him being put to sleep. In the end, his respiratory problems and poor appetite just got too much for him and he was suffering beyond what we could treat.

In all honesty, both Ash and I were surprised at how devastated we were. I've lost pets before but this just seemed so much worse. It's amazing how much personality rats can have, despite being so small and it really was like losing a friend. I'm feeling better about the situation than I was yesterday, as it really wasn't fair to let James suffer any more, but I still find myself welling up every now and then when I think about him.

Looking to the future though, we've decided that keeping the surviving rat, Billy (the one in my avatar), on his own just isn't an option. Rats really need to live in pairs at the very least, so we're going to try to adopt a couple of young male rats. In theory, they'll make friends with Billy and all live happily together. If things go badly, we'll end up with two rat cages and have to keep them separate, but all the advice I've read about introducing rats suggests this doesn't happen often.

Ok, that was longer than anticipated. I really can ramble on about rats for ages. In short, it's been a horrible and upsetting weekend, but I'm trying to see the silver lining - in the long run, we'll end up with more rats.

I've been a bit hopeless at updating this blog lately, mostly because I've spent so long in front of the computer when writing that I've tried to spend the rest of my time away from it. I'm taking ten minutes out of my writing time this morning to finally update though. So, in the spirit of quick posts, here are five things I've been up to:

1. Writing. Writing. Writing. Yup, just because I've just finished a novel, doesn't mean I can stop. I'm about 11k into one novel and 20k into another. The first is the one I'm concentrating on, as the second isn't quite what I want to be working on right now. In all honesty, that 20k word count comes from my second attempt to write an urban fantasy. What I've done so far isn't bad, but I've realised that I haven't read enough UF to make it work. So, I'm putting more energy into the 11k epic fantasy, as that's what I read so much more of.
2. Agent hunting. That finished novel has now started the rounds of agents, in the hope that someone will want to represent me. It's only gone to one so far, as there seems to be an unwritten rule amongst British agents that you only send queries/sample chapters to one person at a time. Maybe I've misread the situation, but better safe than sorry. I'm not in any great rush.
3. Job hunting. Found a couple more jobs to apply for this week, so I'll be sorting out my applications this weekend. If I get one of them, I'll finally have to make an effort to learn to drive, but as that job doesn't start until September, I'd have plenty of time.
4. Socialising. Yes, this week I actually saw people who aren't Ash or family. Amazing! Seriously, I've been a bit of a recluse these past few weeks, so at the weekend we took advantage of the good weather to host a BBQ + gaming party. I've never played Halo 3 multiplayer before, but found myself to be pretty good at it. Particularly Ninjaball. In other words, I'm good at running away, but less good at shooting people.
5. Other stuff. In other words, lots of little things, some of which I've probably forgotten. Including, but not limited to, redecorating the hall, making bread, playing Fable 2, shopping, reading Redemption Ark and helping Ash with his own job applications. Now that I've finished uni, I seem to be three times as busy, even though I don't have anything I'm supposed to be doing. It's pretty awesome.

Aaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh.

Okay, just had to get that out of my system. I've been suffering severe uni-related stress this morning and it's completely thrown me. I sat down to work on the novel, checked some uni stuff first and realised I never picked up a form that needed to be handed in by March for me to receive my exam certificate. Cue stress, panic and frantic emailing. Now I've just got to wait and see what happens.

Now, with that out of the way, hopefully I'll be able to concentrate on work again. Sometimes getting your frustrations down in writing is the first step to solving them. Seems to work for me anyway.

Yeah, I've been lazy with my blogging again recently. What have I been up to since my last post? Stuff, mostly, with a few things too.

Lots of writing, editing, researching and scribbling notes on scraps of paper in a frenzied fashion. The novel is very close to being ready for agents. I have a query letter, a one-page synopsis and an edited novel. There are just a couple of things I want to do before I start sending things off. The researching, meanwhile, is for another novel, for which I have a setting, a couple of characters and a vague sense of what I want it to be about, but that's it so far.

I also went to see the film Red Cliff this week. If you're at all interested in Chinese films/martial arts films/films with bloody great battles and lots of ships and even more fire and explosions, then I recommend seeing it. The only thing that nearly killed it for me were a few clumsy, Powerpoint-esque scene transitions and the most horribly cheesy voiceover narration I've ever heard. It was right at the start and it sounded like the guy spent the rest of his time selling carpet cleaner or gym equipment on early morning TV. Luckily, once that was out of the way, the rest of the film was excellent. It wasn't quite Hero or Crouching Tiger standard, but then it wasn't really the same kind of film, to my mind and worth watching anyway.

Speaking of Asian films, I saw a trailer for the live-action version of Blood: The Last Vampire last night and it looks interesting. I'm mostly just intrigued what they're going to have added in. The anime is only about 40 minutes long, as far as I can remember, but I'm assuming the film is going to be twice that length. I liked the anime, which means I'll probably be disappointed by the live-action film, but I'll probably go see it anyway.

And now it's time for me to log off. My parents and younger brother will be arriving in an hour or so for a stay of a couple of days, so I need to get some more work done before they get here. Enjoy the rest of your week folks, as I probably won't be online much until the weekend.

LiveJournal tells me that it's five days since my last post, so it's probably time for an update. Not a great deal to say really, but I have decided to take the bull by the horns and jump into my writing more fully. I'm spending four hours a day exclusively writing and editing. At the moment I'm working on two novels and a short story and making great progress on all of them.

The main thing is trying not to feel guilty about taking all this time to write. Writing has often been something of a guilty pleasure for me, something that I've done when I should have been doing schoolwork or spending time with friends or a myriad of other things. Now I feel that I should be spending my time trying to get a job or working out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life, but until my uni results arrive in a couple of weeks, I think I deserve to write and not feel guilty. And perhaps I'll manage to not feel guilty after my results, should I choose to carry on with this writing routine (at least until the remainder of my student loan runs out, at which point I probably should look for a job).

Anyway, I have so much to think about right now that blogging is going to be a bit sporadic, apart from these soul-searching kinda posts. Maybe I should go out and spend some time in the sun, now that it finally is sunny. What are you other folks doing with yourselves in the fine weather?

Apologies for the lack of posts recently - I spent the weekend on a holiday of sorts with my parents. It turned into a bit of a working holiday (they're renovating their house and I seemed to spend a lot of time moving insulation around) but I also got plenty of time for taking photos and catching up on some reading.

Now that I'm back home, I feel a bit like I'm in limbo with waiting for so many things. I'm putting off thinking about pending uni results and job applications by focussing on my writing. I'm editing two or three chapters of the finished novel every day and managing about 1000 words on a new story too, amidst lots of gardening (I came back from my holiday with a load of plants dug up from my Grandma's garden and now can't work out where to put them all) and story planning. And a fair bit of gaming too, if I'm honest.

Finally, to make up for my absence and because I haven't posted any photos here before, here are some pictures from my impromptu holiday. They're quite large images so they're behind the cut. Enjoy!

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It occurred to me not long after writing that last blog post that sitting around feeling sorry for myself wasn't going to help much, so I've been keeping busy since then and it's really done wonders to improve my mood. Here's the quick round up.

• Finished that final essay and got it handed in. I'm not sure whether it was quite detailed enough, but quite frankly I'm glad to have it off my plate now and I think I spent enough time on it to have produced something decent.
• Taken all my books back to the library. That was a weird feeling. I may never step foot in there again, particularly as my library card will be invalid by the end of June.
• Been to see Star Trek. Damn, that was an awesome film. I suspect I won't see anything else as good all year.
• Reached the halfway point in the novel edits. Lots still to do, especially in the last half a dozen chapters where I raced to the end and missed a lot of stuff out, but it's nice to have reached the official halfway point.
• Applied for another job. That's the one thing that's done the most to improve my mood. I seem to have been facing a lot of rejection recently, but there's no way I'll ever succeed if I don't keep trying.

And of course there's been all the usual gaming, cooking, looking after the rats and wandering around town in a vain effort to get some exercise. Which has been thwarted somewhat by the fact that it's absolutely pissed it down with rain for the past three days. Hah, look: our English summer has arrived. Actually, I've been quite enjoying the weather. I always find rain soothing, particularly when I'm warm and dry inside.

For the first half of next week, I'll be carrying on with the novel edits, then taking next weekend off when I go visit my parents, but I'll probably post again before then. I've almost finished 'Lyonesse' and I might find something to say about it.

Not a lot to report from this last week, hence my lack of posting recently. I've been alternately focussing on my last essay, a couple of short stories and the novel edits. All are going well, if fairly slowly.

The worst part of this week has been getting some bad news about a job application. With that out of the picture, I'm now left staring down a blank well of nothingness. Uni is nearly over and I have no idea what I'm doing next, which is compounded by the complete lack of jobs in this area that I'm qualified for. I really should have done IT - there are hundreds of IT jobs and nothing much else.

Which brings me back round to my writing, which feels like the only thing I have any control over at the moment. It's one of the few things in my life not dictated by other people or the economy so for now it's what I'm going to focus on. I keep reminding myself that I'm relatively stable financially at the moment, with no obligations to provide for anyone else, so now is a really good time to focus on my writing, at least for a few months. It's hard having so much uncertainty surrounding my life though.

Damn, that was a bit of a depressing post. I'll try to find something more optimistic to say next time. For now though, I have to stop floundering and get some work done.

Two completely different genres and mediums up for review today, having seen the new X-Men film yesterday and also finished reading 'The Fade' by Chris Wooding. First up:

X-Men: Origins - Wolverine: This was pretty much what I'd expected. Lots of explosions, lots of impressive fight scenes and basically just a load of fairly brainless fun. There were a few disappointments, namely a slow first half giving way to a second half that tried to fit too much in. As a result, most of the characters didn't feel to get much to do, including Gambit. I was really looking forward to seeing him in the film but he ended up doing bugger all. Ah well. Maybe there'll be a sequel. Also, was it just me, or were there numerous plot inconsistencies between this film and the previous three? I wasn't expecting the films to follow the comics all that closely but I was expecting all four to be internally consistent. Unless I just wasn't paying attention when I saw the first film, Wolverine's backstory seemed substantially changed between then and 'Origins'. Still, as long as you don't think too hard about it, the film as a whole was entertaining enough and I didn't feel I'd wasted my money.


Chris Wooding - 'The Fade': I've enjoyed Chris Wooding's books in the past and picked up 'The Fade' when I spotted it in the library. Top marks for an innovative underground setting and characters who generally felt real, particularly Orna, the viewpoint character. Top marks also for a twenty-something male writer making a thirty/forty-something (it's never specified, so I'm just guessing) woman in a first person POV completely believable. The only problem I really had was with the uneven tone - as I read in another review, the story switches from prison break to political thriller quite quickly. Still, the book is only a smidge over 300 pages so the pace is consistently high and never boring.


So, what's up next? I've just started reading 'Lyonesse' by Jack Vance, another one I picked up in the library. I've only read twenty pages, but I'm already hooked. It seems an interesting mix of Arthurian legend and political fantasy a la GRRM, with a hint of Gormenghast thrown in.

As for writing, I've spent the last three days hammering away at the novel revision, but today I'm going to take a break and do some more planning for the next project, alongside trying to work out whether the short story I'm writing is really as much about the treatment of homosexuality in a Medieval Scandinavian village as I think it is. Most likely it's actually just a story about sea monsters, but we'll see.

Now that I've finished the first draft of the novel I'm working on, I'm starting on the edits. This time round, I've gone for a more organised method than usual, which will hopefully make the whole process faster. I've mapped out the whole novel and what happens in each chapter, I've made a list of all the things that need changing and now I'm starting the long slog through each chapter, fixing continuity errors and adding in the things I missed.

I've already found several major problems, some of which I really should have noticed before. In the first few chapters, events for one character take place over a couple of days. For another character, it's a couple of weeks. I'm really not sure why I didn't spot that when I wrote it. Perhaps there are some weird physics going on and those two characters are living in parallel dimensions. Or perhaps I just really screwed up. Heh.

Mostly, I've found that the problems are down to a lack of planning before I started writing. I need to add in more world-building, more character backstory and motivation and just generally fix things that I was making up as I went along but changed halfway through. I've even changed the names of two major characters, which is taking a bit of getting used to.

So, folks out there: how's your writing going this week? Got any tips that could help me with my editing?

This last week has been an odd mix of trying (and mostly failing) to get all sorts of little things finished. Well, I say little things - really that means three 3000 word essays and the revision of a novel. The novel progresses slowly. I've sorted out some backstory and world-building that I should have worked out before I started the first draft. Now I just have to go back and feed them into the story. As for the essays, all are started and in various states of completion.

Apart from that, I seem to be doing a lot of waiting, for essay results and to hear back about job/internship applications. I'm trying not to be impatient and instead focus on all the things that need doing, rather than fretting and constantly checking my emails.

I had an idea for a couple of blog posts, one about the UK as a police state and one fantasy-related, but both seem a bit depressing right now so I'll probably hold off until I've thought of something more positive to say.

Yeah, this is really just a holding post, until things start happening and I get out of Limbo. Hopefully that'll happen sooner rather than later.